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[Jun. 6th, 2006|10:34 am] |
Time started: 10:35am
Full Name: Jennifer Dawn
Single or Taken: single
Sex: female
Birthday: 7-27
Siblings: lil bro and big bro
Eye color: dark brown
Shoe size: 10
What are you wearing right now: green tank top, black button down shirt, green and black pin striped kaki pants, black heals
Where do you live: Baltimore and Frederick, MD
Righty or lefty: Righty
Can you make a dollar in change right now: yup...my huge wallet that barely closes because of all the change.
Relationships
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Who are your closest friends: Teresa, Nags, Gold
Do you have a BF or GF?: nope
Did you send this to your crush?: no
Best place to go for a date: homemade dinner then cuddle time with a movie :) homebody...what can i say
Stuff--------------------------------------------------------------
Where is your fav place to shop: actually, prolly walmart, get anything there lol. clothes...Old Navy
Favorite kind of pants: jeans
Color: blue
Number: 20
Animal: dogs and monkeys
Drink: ice tea
Sport(s): softball and football
Fast-Food Place: Chipotle, good answer nags
Band: too many to choose, im open to just about anything
Movie: Princess Diaries :)
Apple or orange juice: Orange Juice
Breakfast: Pop tarts
Cologne: ahh, idk
Favorite cartoon character: Pooh Bear, but he's REAL!
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Gone skinny dipping: yes, i miss the diamonds!
Eaten a dog: yeah a HOT dog haha good answer nags
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: nope
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yes
Broken a bone: yes both my arms
Played truth or dare: two weeks ago
Been in a physical fight: yea with my brother
Been in a police car: nope
Been on a plane: just twice for the same trip. visiting my cali girl :)
Done drugs? nah
How many? see above
Come close to dying: not to my knowledge
been in a sauna: yes
been in a hot tub: yes
swam in the ocean: atlantic
Ran away?: just from school a few times
Broken someone's heart: idk :(
Cried when someone died: yes
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: haha yea
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? yeah...waste of my time
Saved AIM conversations: ones that are interesting
Saved e-mails: yup
Fallen for one of your best friends?: yea
Made out with JUST a friend: yes
Used someone: not really ... i ask for favors lol again, good answer nags
Been cheated on: um, actually to find out, yes. lol
What is...
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Your good luck charm: my necklace i wear everyday
Best song you ever heard: too hard of an answer
Last thing you said: 'she laughed' comment to my mom about something a collegue did
What is beside you: a folder on the left and a stapler on the right
Last thing you ate: brownie explosion at Fridays with gold last night
What kind of shampoo do you use? Suave
Best thing that has happened to you this year: Won AWCCs!!!!!!!
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: getting hurt playing softball and sitting half the season
Sore Throat: just once this year
Stitches: no
Broken nose: not this year
Believe in love at first sight: yes, its possible
Like picnics: yes
Like school: not the work but the friends
would you.......
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000.: no
Kill someone you didn't know for 1 billion dollars: no
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: all my friends ... so we can have a good time, throw in a few boat loads of liquor while ur at it ;)
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: thats a hard one ... but yes, i couldnt move on without telling them.
Who was the last person that called you: Nagy!
Who was the last person you slow danced with: no idea
What makes you laugh the most? when i do something embarrassing
What makes you smile?: when i think of someone
Who is the last person.........
You Kissed?: secret
You yelled at: i dont yell often, idk
Who broke your heart: no one has done this yet :/
Is your loudest friend: hmm, i have some LOUD friends. idk
Do you/Are You................
Do you like filling these out: whatever
Do you wear contacts or glasses: contacts
Do you like yourself: yeah
Do you get along with your family: yes, for the most part
Stolen anything over $50: No
Obsessive?: oh yea
Compulsive?: sometimes
Anorexic: no, ha
Suicidal?: NO
Final questions
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How many people are you sending this to: posting on lj
What are you listening to right now?: lawyers yapping about work
What did you do yesterday: work, nap, dinner with gold
Hated someone in your family: no
Got any awards: Yeah
What car do you wish to have? new ford mustang
Do you want to get married: yea
When would it be: hopefully before im 35 lol
Good driver: i guess
Good dancer: as long as im not wasted lol
Good Singer: haha ... no
How many remote controls are in your house?: 6
Are you double jointed: no
What do you dream about: secret
Last time you showered: this morning
Last time you took a bath: like a week ago i guess
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Davinci Code
Scary or happy movies: both
Vanilla or chocolate: chocolate
Skiing or Boarding: havent done either one
Summer or winter: Winter
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl:? Diamonds
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coffee or tea: tea
Phone or in person: in person
Are you Oldest, middle, youngest child? middle
indoor or outdoor: i like both
End Time: 10:54AM
time officially wasted: 19 minutes...time to get back to work! |
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| BORED...BEFORE CLASS.... |
[Feb. 21st, 2006|11:02 am] |
You are NOT allowed to explain anything.
ONLY answer "yes" or "no" :D
1. Slept naked? --YES
2. Taken a shower with the same sex? --YES
3. Kissed a member of the same sex? --YES
4. Drove a car? --YES
5. Stole anything? --YES
6. Are in love? --NO
7. Been dumped? --N0
8. Stole money from a friend/family member? --N0
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? --YES
10. Been in a fist fight? --YES
11. Snuck out of your/someones house? --YES
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? --YES
13. Been arrested? --N0
14. Hugged a stranger? --YES
15. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? --YES
16. Left your house with out telling your parents? --YES
17. Had a crush on your neighbor? --N0
18. Ditched school to do something more fun? --YES
19. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? --YES
20. Lost a friend? --YES
21. Been on a plane? --YES
22. Been to an island? --YES
23. Slept in until 3? --YES
24. Love someone or miss someone right now? --YES
25. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? --YES
26. Made a snow angel? --YES
27. Played dress up? --YES
28. Cheated while playing a game? --YES
29. Been lonely? --YES
30. Kissed more than 4 people in one night? --YES
31. Been to a club? --YES
32. Felt an earthquake? --N0
33. Touched a snake? --YES
34. Ran a red light? --YES
35. Been suspended from school? --N0
36. Had detention? --YES
37. Been in a car accident? --NO
38. Hated the way you look? --YES
39. Made yourself throw up? --NO
40. Crawled through a window? --YES
41. Been lost? --YES
42. Been to the opposite side of the country? --YES
43. Felt like dying? --N0
44. Cried yourself to sleep? --YES
45. Had more than 8 IM's going at the same time and still kept track? --YES
46. Sang karaoke? --YES
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? --YES
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? --YES
49. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? --YES
50. Kissed in the rain or snow? --YES
51. Sang in the shower? --YES
52. Made love in a park? --N0
53. Had a dream that you married someone? --YES
54. Glued your hand to something? --YES
55. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? --N0
56. Ever gone to school partially naked? --N0
57. Been a cheerleader? --N0
58. Had more than ten boy/girl friends? --YES
59. Didn't take a shower for a week? --N0
60. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? --YES
61. Played chicken? --YES
62. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? --YES
63. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? --YES
64. Broken a bone? --YES
65. Been easily amused? --YES
66. Laugh so hard you cry? --YES
67. Mooned/flashed someone? --YES
68. Cheated on a test? --YES
69. Forgotten someone's name? --YES
71. Spent more than $100 in one store on clothes: --YES
73. Blacked out from drinking? --N0
74. Played a prank on someone? --YES
75. Gone to a late night movie? --YES
76. Made love to anything not human? --N0
77. Failed a class? --NO
78. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? --N0
79. Smoked pot? --N0
80. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? --N0
82. Thrown strange objects? --YES
83. Felt like killing someone? --YES
84. Thought about running away? --YES
85. Ran away? --N0
86. Got a piercing? --YES
87. Cut your own hair? --YES
89. Made a parent cry? --YES
90. Cried over someone? --YES
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? --YES
92. Dated someone more than once? --YES
93. Had/Have a dog? --YES
94. Have an iPod? --NO
95. Smoked a cigarette? --N0
96. Been in a band? --N0
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? --N0
98. Broken a CD? --YES
99. Shot a gun? --YES
100. Wanted someone but could never have them? --N0
BONUS
101. Noticed that there were some questions missing from this thing? --N0 |
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| Hump Day... |
[Feb. 15th, 2006|11:02 am] |
I want to be able to say, "Come here, I want you tonight". I want to be able to say that everything is ok and that Ive just been going through a lapse of judgment...but I cant. I honestly dont know what I want and I dont think pressuring myself to figure it out is helping. I normally write shit down in a spiral notebook with a pen and thoughts and feelings seem to stream out onto the paper, but I just felt like typing something down. Please, no one actually leave a comment to this cuz thats not what Im hoping for. But do you ever think you want to be with someone but have doubts that keep you from pursuing the relationship? Sometimes it becomes unbarable to spend moments alone in a room together b/c my body wants that person but my mind is telling me no. I just wish I can figure out what my heart wants and this wouldnt be an issue!
Oh, and yea, I know i havent updated in a while...I even forgot I had livejournal. So if anyone has posted something and has been hoping that I would have responded to it and kinda got pissed, Im sorry. Forgive me. Im addicted to fuckin myspace and well not so much facebook. Even those have been boring me lately!
I need a girlfriend, or better yet, a fuck buddy with no attachments! Anyone interested? You know the digits...
haha, that sounds so sad! Later people! |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 13th, 2006|09:32 am] |
Raging Homo!!!
You scored 20%! Now what does that mean... |
| Omg I don't think you could become any more gay, you reek of it! Gay pride all the way, and if you want to hook up and celebrate this gay pride then I will be here, just for you my lovely lesbian. |
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My test tracked 1 variable How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 21% on gaypoints |
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Ok. someone else take this test and tell me that it is not set up to tell EVERYONE is gay. lol Come on now...would u rather have sex with Bill Clinton, your father or Angelina Jolie. OF COURSE IM GOING TO PICK JOLIE!!!!!!! lol uuuggghhh clinton uuuggghhh my dad haha. ok, i know i like women but geesh give the straight people a chance! lol
Same old, same old here. just working and spending time with a few freinds. I have started talking again to an ex boyfriend. It's been going rather well...surprisingly. We'll see. Yes, gberg, I know I swore off relationships but a girl has needs! haha. I'll update again if i get any exciting or worth while news....im rather boring. :-P |
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| how's everyone been??? |
[Jan. 9th, 2006|10:48 am] |
Ok, so I havent updated or even gotten on Livejournal in what feels like FOREVER! I mean, what did they do to the screen...got me all confused for a sec.
Just thought Id let everyone who cares get a little update of how my break has been going...
I've been working Downtown in Bmore with my mom. Pretty much learning how to be a receptionist, secretary, and switchboard opporator while learning a little about law while im at it. Its actually been fun, well maybe not 'fun' but I do enjoy coming to work. I have to get up at the ass crack of dawn which sucks but its worth it. If I didnt work here, I would be sitting on my ass at home watching TV all day or running around town buying food and clothes with money I shouldnt be spending.
I get up about 6:15, shower and do all that good stuff, then I leave the house about 7:15 and drive to the park and ride. Catch the bus about 7:45 and ride into work. Get here about 8:15 and start working at 8:30. It can be a looonnnggg day sometimes because I get off at 5pm! But that still gives me time to do things in the evening and crash about 11pm.
This weekend was fun. Went to Orioles Fanfest with Teresa. It was pretty much for little kids but the tour of Oriole Park was cool. Afterwards we went to the Harbor and walked around a bit. The water is so pretty. Hard to believe it is winter! Then we went out to eat at the Olive Garden...yummy. But the real excitement of the night was at the pool hall where I watched a boy get punched through a window. It was so scary but cool at the same time. I feel bad for the owners of the pool hall, they are really nice guys. Cops came flying into the parking lot a few minutes later but the owner told the boys to get out of the area and that he wouldnt press charges if they payed for the damages. That was cool though, like in the movies lol.
Sunday I went back to the Harbor with Teresa and we went to the Aquarium. It was $1 weekend at the aquarium. It was cool, havent been there in a while. There were sooo many people but it was something fun to do on a sunday.
I've been going to the mall a lot lately and renting movies. Only went to see two movies in the theaters so far: Fun with Dick and Jane and The Ringer. OMG It felt soooo wrong to be laughing in the Ringer. Im seriously going to Hell...along with the rest of the population who saw the movie!
Alrighty, I guess that's about it. Still single lol, but not looking so there's no complaining there. For you people who have called me and I didnt answer, please dont think im ignoring you! I suck at calling people back. Please try me again!!! Like the voicemail says, of course I didnt answer my phone...
Alright, im outta here................. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 5th, 2005|01:02 am] |
So much confusion;
too much to work out.
Feeling the walls closing in,
wondering what this loneliness is about.
Time is passing fast
but the healing is not there.
I want to run away from this
but to me that’s just not fair.
I want what I cannot have
and that is what I need.
If only I actually knew what I felt,
the signs I cannot read.
You think it’s easy to deny
and forget about these thoughts.
But I cannot just move on,
as I continue to count my faults.
This hole I’m digging is deep.
I’m losing sight of the light.
If only there was a hope,
anything that felt right.
My eyes fill up with tears
Searching for a clear path.
Adding up the consequences,
I cannot do the math.
I want to read your mind
and know what you are thinking.
I want to watch you when you sleep,
I could do it without blinking.
My feelings are one-sided,
You do not feel the same.
For it would make me happy if you did,
However, there is no one to blame.
I want you to be happy,
I really really do.
No matter what happens,
Just know that I will always love you… |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 4th, 2005|06:10 pm] |
ok so i just feel so lost, like ive tangled myself up into something that i cant get out of. yes, maybe if i could focus on my work and not ever think about having a social life, maybe i would be fine but life sucks! Ok...exagerating...
I wish things were clear cut. like if you like someone, you know that u like them and want more with them without there being a possibility that they are just a good friend that u enjoy spending time with. Why are things so confusing?? And then there are the spirts where no one seems to interest you but then its like the flood gates open and you think about all these different people and you're trying to figure out who is off-limits or if the person is even bf/gf material. There are so many what-ifs...
Then theres telling someone that u wish there was more and hearing that it was only one sided but in the midst of all of that you secretly have a crush on their good friend. And if it ever got out that u did have this big crush, who knows what would happen. Maybe its just Hood College. Hood College sucks and its web of lesbians and the guys who think their Gods gift to the planet. How do you ever accomplish anything here!??!?! Seriously, as soon as you date one lesbian in what is now a 'love octogon' every single one of the other girls that you might be interested in and hang out with the same crowd become way off limits....because if not World War 3 starts, well I guess Im passed 3 and onto 4. I'm tired of having so many secrets again. I was secret free for like 3 months! Now im back to square one and I feel like there isnt anyone I can really talk to because EVERYONE relates!!!!!!! So i complain on live journal and wait for someone to figure out exactly what im talking about, maybe they can figure out the metaphors and or maybe they know something that i dont and wouldnt mind sharing.
Dont we wish we could read minds....
And all of this is going through my head night and day while I have papers to be writing and exams to be studying for.
My Two Weeks of Hell begins..... |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2005|03:24 pm] |
Time started: 3:25 PM
Full Name: Jennifer Dawn Guyer
Single or Taken: single
Sex: female
Birthday: 7-27
Siblings: 2 brothers
Eye color: brown
Shoe size: 10
What are you wearing right now: Hoodie and jeans
Where do you live: Bmore MD, Frederick MD
Righty or lefty: Right Handed, left footed
Can you make a dollar in change right now: no
Relationships
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Who are your closest friends: Teresa, Nags, Dani, Sierra
Do you have a BF or GF?: no
Did you send this to your crush?: dont actually have a crush at the moment...
Best place to go for a date: park-my old job...
Stuff--------------------------------------------------------------
Where is your fav place to shop: Old Navy
Favorite kind of pants: jeans
Color: blue
Number: 20
Animal: Dolphin/Doggies
Drink: Cherry Coke
Sport(s): soccer and softball
Fast-Food Place: Panera Bread
Band: Lots of bands and singers to list...thanks to my roommate :)
Movie: Princess Diaries :) (II)
Apple or orange juice: Orange
Breakfast: Bagel with strawberry jelly
Cologne: ...
Favorite cartoon character: tweety bird...idk
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Gone skinny dipping: yes
Eaten a dog: ewww
Put your tongue on a frozen pole: nope
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: yeah...
Broken a bone: right arm-9yrs old, left wrist-freshman yr high school
Played truth or dare: yea
Been in a physical fight: Yea but nothing too serious
Been in a police car: yea but just for show and tell lol
Been on a plane: yea, first time this summer
Done drugs? no
How many? none
Come close to dying: not that ive noticed...
been in a sauna: yes
been in a hot tub: yea
swam in the ocean: yea
Ran away?: no
Broken someone's heart: yea :(
Cried when someone died: yea
Cried in school: yes
Fell off your chair: i guess so...
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call? does checking the cell phone every 10 min count?
Saved AIM conversations: yes
Saved e-mails: yes
Fallen for one of your best friends?: no
Made out with JUST a friend? yea
Used someone: yes
Been cheated on: not that i know of...anyone have anything to tell me?!
What is...
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Your good luck charm: my gold chain with my crosses and BF charm (<3 my lil carrot!)
Best song you ever heard: oh gosh...im not sure
Last thing you said: call ya for dinner
What is beside you: my roommates empty chair
Last thing you ate: pizza bites
What kind of shampoo do you use? Coconut Suave
Best thing that has happened to you this year: fell in love...
Worst thing that has happened to you this year: fell out of love...
Sore Throat: now, no
Stitches: no
Broken nose: no but very close once
Believe in love at first sight: yes, i do
Like picnics: yes
Like school: college, yes. classes...no
would you.......
Eat a live hamster for $1,000,000.: eww no
Kill someone you didn't know for 1 billion dollars: no
If you were stuck on an island, what people would you want with you: Computer with internet connection so I can obsessively check everyone's away messages and chat with people who I havent seen in years, yet still say hi to from time to time
If you loved someone and you were keeping something from them and it would hurt them if they found out, would you tell them: yea, after i found the courage to do it
Who was the last person that called you: My mom
Who was the last person you slow danced with: oh wow, idk, Alecia maybe
What makes you laugh the most? goldberg after she takes a nap lol
What makes you smile?: lil kisses, phone calls/text messages just saying hi
Who is the last person.........
You Kissed?: bixie
You yelled at: i dont yell...lol you all know that
Who broke your heart: dont have an answer to this one. couldnt open myself up to fall in love with anyone until this year.
Is your loudest friend: hmmm, alecia
Do you/Are You................
Do you like filling these out: yes
Do you wear contacts or glasses: both, mostly contacts
Do you like yourself: yes
Do you get along with your family: yes
Stolen anything over $50: Nope
Obsessive?: yes, sometimes
Compulsive?: yes, sometimes
Anorexic: ha, no
Suicidal?: Nope
Final questions
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How many people are you sending this to: posting it on live journal
What are you listening to right now?: tv law and order
What did you do yesterday: fell alseep at 7:30pm and woke up at 7:30 am!!!
Hated someone in your family: never
Got any awards: Yep
What car do you wish to have? new Mustang
Do you want to get married: yea, in time
When would it be: before 30 after 25
Good driver: yeah
Good dancer: i think so
Good Singer: guess so
How many remote controls are in your house?: 6
Are you double jointed: no
What do you dream about: anything and everything
Last time you showered: this morning
Last time you took a bath: not since i went home last....get to get one tonight!!! :)
The last movie you saw at the theatres: Harry Potter 4
Scary or happy movies: Happy
Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate
Skiing or Boarding: Boarding
Summer or winter: Winter
Silver or Gold: Silver
Diamond or pearl:? Diamonds
Sunset or Sunrise: Sunset
Sprite or 7up: Sprite
Cats or dogs: Dogs
Coffee or tea: neither
Phone or in person: In person
Are you Oldest, middle, youngest child? middle
indoor or outdoor: outdoor (sports) / indoor ;)
End Time: 3:45
time officially wasted: 20 minutes. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 12th, 2005|09:28 pm] |
CURRENT
Outfit: jeans, white tee, gray Hood sweatshirt
Hairstyle: up in a pony tail...of course
Jewelry: high school ring, thumb ring, gold chain with my crosses and best friend charm (love you kelly!) and a rainbow breast cancer wristband
underwear: silky striped (hmm, blue, purple, pink, and a lil green). Want more detail, just ask ;-)
Nail color: not wearing any
DO YOU?
Lick yourself: of course, EWW lol
Whine a lot: IDK, ask my friends
Hate a lot of people: nope
Do drugs: never have, never will
Wear dark colors: favorite color is blue, dark blue so its blue jeans and blue t-shirts A LOT!
Dye your hair: nope
HAVE YOU EVER?
Kissed someone: yea
Gotten drunk: yes
Talked on the phone for over 3 hours? yep
Had a party with over 30 people: hmm, nothing too exciting.
Stolen something: yea
Caught something on fire: by accident, no. on purpose, all the time
Asked someone out: yep
Had a dream, then the next day it happened: yea, it scares me
LAST PERSON....
You touched: Nags...my roommate
You hugged: Beasty at her 21st bday
You kissed: for me to know
You TEXT messaged: havent had text messages in a long time :(. Cant remember
Info about yourself:
What is your birth name? Jennifer Dawn
What is your birthday?: July 27th
Height: 5'7"
Eye color: brown
Brothers/sisters?: 2 brothers, one older-chris, one younger-mike
AIM screen name? soccerchick2086
Favorites:
What is your favorite band: Lifehouse, Honor by August!
Color?: blue, of course
Soda?: cherry coke!
Music?: country music but just about ANYTHING
Stores in the mall: old navy...not really a big shopper
Ice cream?: Chocolate Eclair
Roller coaster?: hmm, cant remember. Maybe bat wing, idk
Candy: hmm, Starburst?
CD?: Mixed CDs...my choices!
Juice?: Strawberry Orange Banana
Holiday?: Christmas Eve Kids are excited but not greedy (xmas). Family goes out to dinner and a Christmas movie :)
In the last 48 hours have you:
Cried?: almost
Yelled at someone?: no, not exactly
Changed your underwear? ewww, what a question
Went somewhere? yeah, Beasty's 21st Bday party
Talked to someone on the phone? yep
Been online? umm no, im just somehow updating without being online
Smiled?: yeah, they took lots of pictures
Have you ever...!
Been in love?: yea
Been in trouble with the police?: nope, just my speeding ticket lol
Hit someone? yea
Broke something?: break things all the time...body parts...both wrists
Dyed your hair?: yea, purple one time...just for like 30 days lol
Betrayed a friend?: possibly, im sorry if I have...
Played strip poker?: yea but didnt finish the game...damn!
Shot a gun?: yea...my family are a bunch of hunters, damn rednecks lol
Broke something important?: yea, in 3rd grade :( still remember!
Okay last questions:
What is sitting next to you? my soccer bag that i need to turn in monday
Do you get along with your mother?: yea, especially now that im away at school
Been in a plane?: yea...first time this summer. visited my Cali girl in Las Angelas!
Killed someone?: no, but many bugs :(
Kicked your cat for the heck of it? what the H??? Never had a cat, im a dog fan!
Slept during class?: yea, not proud of it
Cheated on a test?: yea
Are you bored of taking this survey? not really
Are you tired?: yea...and i smell like cigarettes! EWW
10 Firsts
first real boyfriend/girlfriend: hmmm, Ryan Michem (6th grade) lol<--dont think that counts but he was the first!
first best friend: Teresa, Love ya girl!!!! :) My homegirl for life!
first screen name: hmmm, really cant remember this one. Had a few before soccerchick but ive had soccerchick for years!
first kiss: Rather not mention but first one with a boy was with Ryan. (picture it...both never really been kissed, both with braces and kissing in front of curious middle schoolers haha)
first piercings: my ears when i was like 10. They're the only things peirced...
first crush: lol Cory Henninger
first music: Country music thanks to my Daddy
first stuffed animal: a little white lamb or teddy bear (cant remember) that played music when you turned the thing in the back of it. My poppop gave him to me.
first school: Preschool at Mars Estates
9 lasts:
last cigarette: I don't smoke
last movie seen: hmm, saw Scary Movie again the other night
last phone call: Bix
last cd played: Tristin Prettiman
last bubble bath: aww, i miss bubby baths! booo on college showers!!
last time you cried: cant remember
last song listened to: not sure of the name
last time you ate something: pizza at Beasty's party
8 have you evers:
have you ever dated one of your best friends: not BEST friend
have you ever skinny dipped: yep
have you ever been on tv: yep
have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: yea
have you ever fallen in love: yea
have you ever lost someone you loved: didnt lose them, they're still there :)
have you ever been depressed: yes
have you ever woken up and not known where you were: haha Meyran basement
7 places you've been to:
California, Canada, Florida, Texas, PA, Virginia, Arizona (hard to pic just 7)
6 things you've done today:
showered (twice)
worked the swimmeet
shopped at Walmart
ate pizza
kicked a soccer ball
dreamed about someone
5 favorite things in no order:
friends
family
rainy days...thunderstorms
relaxing music
Golden Girls :) ROOMIE!
4 people you can tell anything to:
Mommy
Sierra
Nags
Teresa
3 things that put you in a good mood:
hugs
days off (of work and/or school)
great music
2 things you want to do before you die:
create/find/make (however you want to put it) a loving family
wake up with a smile on my face each and every morning
1 thing you regret:
something that im still getting grief about, a lapse in judgement... |
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[Sep. 28th, 2005|12:51 pm] |
Everyone knows the story about the boy who cried wolf and how true is this story in real life. When you complain and complain and whine and cry over little things or even things that are made up in order to get attention, people are going to generally push you away and ultimatly get tired of hearing all of the complaints. Well, then what happens when something is really going on and you arent making it up...what happens when you really need help but all of your friends figure its just another stunt to get them to come over or call or ask u over and over if you are ok. What happens when you cannot prove to your friends that you are not lying this time...that is very very hard! So for everyone out there trying to get a lil extra attention or affection from your friends by making things up or embelishing on a particular aspect of your life, rethink. When something really goes wrong one day, will you have your friends next to you to help you or will they be fed up.
I just had to get that out...If it pertains to you, do something about it. If you are like "WTF" or you know you dont 'cry wolf' then disregard this post.
Hope everyone is having a fantabulous day!!! |
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[Sep. 25th, 2005|10:15 pm] |
So again, i am supposed to be doing work but of course im putting it off. I actually have a lot to do too. (I had plenty of time to think about all of my hw while i was in the shower). So im sitting here with a towel on my head STILL putting off the homework.
Tomorrow is my mom's bday and it is also mine and my girlfriends 1 month anniversary. This past month has been amazing :). I am one lucky girl!!!!!
I cant beleive we have been at school for over a month now. Feels like Ive barely started classes. Maybe thats a good thing, maybe not. Not sure yet.
I wish i could just pay rent and live here on campus and play softball but not have to worry about classes and homework. I would be one happy camper! Prolly dumb, but happy! lol
BTW, I smell really good right now lol. Kinda random but u know when u buy new soap or body wash and then after a shower you're like damn, I smell good! :) Well thats with me anyway. I bought this soap about a week ago but it still makes me smell so fresh and so clean clean.
Ok, i am REALLY RAMBLING right now! I should get to work. I have class in about 12 hours. (First class tomorrow: 10:30am).
Have a great night everyone!!! |
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[Sep. 20th, 2005|02:18 pm] |
HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...
1. Are we friends?
2. Do you have a crush/attracted to me?
3. Would you kiss me?
4. ...with tongue?
5. Would you enjoy it?
6. Would you ever ask me out or go out with me if I ask you out?
7. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater?
8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you:
9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
11. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me?
12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
13. Do you think I'm a good person?
14. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)?
15.Do you think I'm Hot?
16. Would you call me just because?
17. Would you ever listen to my problems even if they dont involve you?
18. If you could change anything about me, would you?
19.Would you have sex with me?
20.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
ok, so some of these are like, WOAH! Thats funny cuz i did get this off of Wo's (Carrie Wojick) Myspace journal. Be a bit surprised as to who actually responds to this...
BE NICE! lol |
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[Sep. 7th, 2005|01:11 am] |
Well im supposed to be doing homework right now but i just dont feel like it. Ill get to it in a minute and end up going to bed about 3am or something like that. Its ok, i dont have to be up until after 9 for my 10:30 class.
To update a lil, life here in da Hood is GREAT! :) This year is so much better than last year. No, I am not a closet drunk anymore and yes, I actually talk about my feelings and thoughts with my friends now. Its so great and what i realized that other day was that i no longer have any secrets...NONE! Just knowing that is one of the greatest feelings in the world. Im pretty much an open book now. I choose not to hide anything from anyone, especially my friends and its made me into a very happy person...with the help of my girlfriend of course. She did help a lil lol. :)~ Have you ever known someone but never really got the chance to know them for who they really are? Well thats what happened in my case. I've known the girl who is now my girlfriend for about a year now but I just 'met' her two weeks ago and she is amazing :). Everyone knows im not one to disclose personal information easily, so ill leave this breif.
These past two weeks here in da Hood havent been completely all fun. Ive been dealing with a friend who cant seem to accept my current relationship. I guess she wasnt my friend after all if she is now shunning me these days. I wish things could be better but ive done all i can think of and its just time to move on i suppose. Its always been hard for me to accept that not everyone i meet during my lifetime will like me for me. When my friends tell me they will always love me, i now wonder how long 'always' really is. But enough with that...its been drawn on long enough and too many people are annoyed with the situation. I apologize for the inconveniences brought onto those of you who have to hear all of the complaining these days. I've always been told to do what makes me happy and by golly, im happy! :)
Well, ive stalled enough, its homework time now...
goodnight ya'll! |
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[Aug. 6th, 2005|05:52 am] |
Let me start from when i woke up yesterday afternoon. (Aug 5th). I got ready for work and i was in the middle of brushing my teeth when my sis called me. This always puts a smile on my face, even if the smile came with a little tooth paste this time! It is amazing how close i feel to her now after not even seeing her for so long. I remember the last time she called, we talked from the time we said hello to goodbye like nonstop. This time wasnt any different. So that was a great start to my day. :)
Then i had to take my softball shirt to my old job (Eastern Regional Park) b/c my coach actually asked for it back this time lol. I think that one was like the 3rd one i got, so not much of a loss lol. But when i dropped it off, i had to leave it in the office and to do that, i had to talk to an old man for a while lol. Man named Jim, hes like 72. but he asked me all these questions about school and my recent job. Sometimes i miss working with a bunch of old guys but other times, when i think about it, im not always one for chatter and they like to do a lot of that!
So at work, as i was leaving, i actually had watery eyes. This guy Ron who works like right nexted to me everynight was saying goodbye to me and he kept saying aww and he had this look on his face that made me get all teary eyed lol. Didnt help that this other guy that i barely worked with over heard and was like, "nuh uh, tonight was ur last night? man, u cant leave, ur cool as shit" lol. Thought that was kinda funny. But Ron and I are always playing pranks on eachother and joking around. I really am going to miss him. I think of everyone there, i will miss him the most. But after the 15th or so hug...kinda lost count after a while lol, he gave me his number and we went to our cars. :(
Ive only been there for like 3 months but you get to the point where u feel as tho everyone generally cares about one another. May sound crazy but Ron was like a brother at work. Dont worry people, im not crying! lol i just get attached to people very easilly and i never do like saying goodbye. Reminds me of the time when my gym teacher from middle school decided to retire. OMG, i remember i took it so hard! LOL and it was my freakin gym teacher!!!!!! I know, im weird but i generally like people....a lot in some cases lol.
Everyone at work asked if i was coming back. It took everything in me not to say "HELL NO!" lol. I just kept asking everyone, if i was to come back next summer, will u be here. Its amazing how everyone had pretty much the same answer 'i hope not, we'll see'. I have talked to so many people there tho about looking into other jobs, Rite Aid might come after me! Find out all their employees are putting in their 2 weeks. Many people cant handle the hard work, over 100 degree temperature for 11 hours at a time. It is real tough at times but at least i can say i did it. I tried it, now its time for something different....next summer or even this winter i want to work someplace else.
Just 4 more days until my plane takes off for Cali. I really hope everything works out. I just want to have fun and make sure we get back ok. I just wish i felt better about everything.
Im tired, later... |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|08:43 pm] |
Tomorrow im going to give good old Hood another visit. Not sure what time ill leave here but hopefully it will be sometime in the morning. Tomorrow is my last day off until I am finished with my hell job. I go back in on Tuesday night and I work until friday night. Im so excited to be getting out of there. I am not a manual labor kinda girl. But at least I can say I tried it.
My bro is leaving for summer camp tonight. He'll be gone all week. Not like Ill get to see him since im going to be working anyway. He goes for his license on the 9th. SCARY stuff there!
My nephew is soooo adorable. He was so cute today. Hard to believe hes my brother's offspring lol. The party was at my brother's grandfathers house. He lives in a beautiful house. Not a 'mansion' per say but a very big house with very elegant furiture. Its georgous!!! You fall in love with it as soon as u walk through the door. I was kinda worried the whole day tho because his grandfather is dying of throat cancer and he said the only reason he is staying around is to see his great grandson turn a digit.
There werent as many people there as I expected. But they did have a huge tent in the backyard and a ton of food. OMG there was so much food. There werent a ton of kids there like there were at the wedding and the christianing but it is amazing how all of the kids curse. A lil boy walked up to the pinata and was like "i know where you have to hit it, Im going to hit it in the ass". I was like, omg, here is this little 8 yr old running around cussing. And ass wasnt all I heard, there was sooo much worse. They teach the lil babies how to cuss so they repeat it and then they all get a kick out of it. This isnt the way I would expect parents to treat their kids, but i guess im just old fashioned. idk
After I get off work on Sat morning, Im gonna start packing for my trip. I cant beleive Im going to be leaving for Cali in a few days! :) I really really miss my Cali girl. There is so much that I cant wait to talk to her about. So get ready Nags!!! Im gonna end up shockin the shit out of you and talkin ur ear off lol. Love ya!
Well my dears, until next time...
BTW, Im not used to feeling the way I do- so girly and so damn boy crazy but the feeling is growing on me, I like it! :) :) :) Now, whether there is an explanation, IDk but in this case, I can manage without one!!!!! |
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[Jul. 31st, 2005|12:10 pm] |
so im on here...AGAIN but im just trying to waste some time as my snails of a family slowly get ready to leave. We are supposed to be on our way to my nephews bday party. I seem to be the only one ready.
I cant wait to see the lil guy. :) He changes every time I see him. His family is HUGE tho. His father, my brother is my half brother. We have the same father. But my brother's mother's side is HUGE. They are also all gypsy <---how in the world do u spell it lol. So they do things a lil differently than us white folk lol. The parties are huge and its not surprising to see lil kids running around with cigs in their hands or drinking alcohol. But that was only at the wedding and christianing that we went to. I wonder what bday parties are like...I guess i'll find out lol. At parties, there are always PIGS!! Whole pigs. Its kinda depressing to me. I dont understand how anyone can eat that much pork and potato salad!
Im starting to ramble b/c i dont know what else to say except that i am beyond annoyed with this family and that i am ready to get back to school. Actually just ready to leave for Cali. I hope my girl is still excited to see me when i get there.
Well, maybe ill just watch some tv for a big. IDK. later... |
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[Jul. 30th, 2005|03:07 pm] |
Just 11 days until i get to see my bestest buddy. It feels like its been forever since I have seen her. I love you, Nags!! Miss you too much!
My nephew's bday is tomorrow. He's going to be 1. He's gotten so big and he's the most handsome lil boy ive ever laid eyes on.
I feel pretty good about next semester. After deciding not to play soccer, I have rearranged my schedule for next semester, allowing myself to take classes I wouldnt have thought of with all the stress and time restraint with playing. I am finally figuring out what i want to do with my life, in a broad sense. Seems like things that i want are becoming clearer and using the ability to get them has become easier.
Well, Im not quite sure what else to say. I hope everyone is enjoying their day. Much love,
Jen |
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